Time to make a change

Starting weight: 180
175 170 165 160 155 150 145 140 135 130
Current weight: 158
Minutes ran since 5/27/2012: 38/360
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I ran my first 2 mile run tonight. I feel so amazing.

:)

Just beat my mile time by a minute!! :))

Living life as a 45 year old in a 20 year old body.

Is it fun when I have to go to work and spend 9 hours there? No.

Is it fun when all of my friends and family get to go to the lake this summer while I’m doing a bunch of office work? No.

Is it fun when everyone I know gets to play League of Legends while I go to bed at 9 pm because I have work in the morning? No.

But I do it…

Mainly because I actually feel accomplished when I get off of work, regardless of the sense of being alone that constantly hangs over my head. That feeling, and the paycheck that will help me get through college, is what keeps me going.

On a side note, sometimes I wish Kyle would understand my frustration though. That may make it easier to deal with..

Until then, I’ll just keep on packing and eating healthy lunches, going to work and being an over achiever, and exercising until it’s time to go to sleep and start over again… Like the 45 year old I am.

To be honest, I haven’t felt ‘right’ after eating that pineapple yet.. I hope this feeling subsides because I don’t want to go to the doctor. At least the vertigo has ended and I can actually talk now. 

Swollen throat and tongue, and some crazy vertigo/dizziness.

I guess I’m allergic to pineapple and never knew it! Definitely never bringing that to work again! :c

I walked/jogged 5 miles tonight! :)) Then went to buy some fresh fruit for this week. :))

Going for a run :) Damn but it’s windy out there!